Soothe This Screaming Soul With The Rhythm Of My Heart

Words have a voice and I’ve felt the impact
But took a few wrong turns in the face I got smacked
I just let myself go out of whack,
But now I have all the pieces to put back on track
And now I will hold it even if it breaks my back
What am I? I am only human
But this plant has a flower and it started bloomin,
Sometimes thats paused when the feeling starts brewing
I appear so psychotic sometimes come off hoarse
But for what I have done I have remorse
And yes Ill admit that im quite lost
I hate feeling nailed to this God Damn Cross
In my head on and on this will go
Never once forgot never once said so
Im far from a junkie wont let myself be a hoe
Sometimes I fall far off track but I wont let myself go
I have aot to learn with it I will grow
In my actions and around it all will show
“Life Is Beautiful” but you have to grasp the glow
& I have this hope like you dont even know.
I climbed a cliff and then jumped off,
Put my state in somewhat of a pause
But I ridded the lines threw out the straws.
Im coming back because this is not over
Just a last second finding of a blood donor
This isnt the end the beginning my friend
Maybe not now but soon you’ll comprehend
By the grace of an angel sitting on a cloud,
it kept my soul screaming rather loud
Then there are moments where I wont make a sound
But I want to live life with my feet on the ground
And I want to bring my loved ones around
I want you to see the grace of my heart,
I want to build I dont want to rip apart.
Now is the time to grasp this beautiful,
I know this purpoe is something more meaningful
So tomorrow I wake with a clarity head
Shake my self out this god damn bed.
Start building whats broken start fixing myself,
It wont be over night but one day all will be well.